lovesong untitledi fear youthe way you somehow made me believein something i thought long deadthe way my lips tremblewhen i speak your namei like youthe way you grinwhen we're having funthe way your eyes light upwhen you look at mei want youthe way i wanted ice creamas a childthe way we want dreamswe think we'll never havei miss youthe way you gently smilewhenever i touch your facethe way you always brush your lipsagainst my cheeki believe youthe way you want to bemore than somethingthe way you put faithin people like mei love youthe way you've stayedthroughout this lifeand the wayyou'll somehow always be.
summersonglay on my backin the boatclose my eyes and listento the soundsof another worldsoft splashes as turtlesget wet after sunningtrailing my fingertipsover the sideleaving gentle wakesin the cool wetnessthe sun caresses meand i smile a bitdozing in the warmthreveling in the lifethat goes on around uswe never pay attentionbut it is therei softly hum to myselfa song of contentmentand happy sighsa song of summer.
wet cementslice us with your razorstab us with your knifestirring up the negativefeeding on the strifecreate your own realitytwisted as it ishow do you think you're any adultin a selfish cage like this?talk of love and familybullshit through and throughlove is not "do what I want"it's "do what i need to do"you go about your dayloving yourself too much to carethere's a pair of eyes that watch youhe learns as he's standing therehe thinks love is blamelesshe thinks his parents godsand right now he is wet cementbe affirmed or crushed with a nodso you can drown in alcoholand you can shout your wordsbut when he grows to be like youleast you'll know where he learned.
euphoric dreamdo you know what it is to dream?to want something that somehowstays just behind the doorand peeks out at youwith an impish grinbeckoning you to followlets you believe you can catch itseems so realright there in front of youbut it turns to gossamer at your touchdo you know what it is to want?to wish something so hardthat it hurt your soulbelieve in the possibilitiesto the pointthat you make your own truthchase after the illusionno matter the costwalk away from your "shoulds"and your "haves" and your "do's"for the chance at the "could"and the shimmer of the "maybe"do you know why you never got it?or did you?did you taste the sweetnessof a captured dream-prey?did you collapse in defeat?drag yourself back upto try and finish the raceseduced by the sparkle ofthe winner's crown?did you make it?do you know what it is to dream?
for Hunter Michaelyour eyes never did opendon't think they could quite yetand your tiny handswere too weak to grip my fingerbut you were beautiful.your lips were slightly partedas you fought for every breathnever a cry i heard from youwish i could have heard your voicejust once.i wanted to tell you so many thingsas i lay there and held youwaiting for you to leave mei wish i would have said morebut i was crying too hard.God i wished you wouldn't gobut i knew you needed tothere was nothing for you herejust pain and sorrow and tearsbut i wanted you.You'll never know aboutthe puppy i bought youand you'll never seethe room I spent so much time onbut you're happy now.so i said goodbyebut i want you to knowi will always love youand you are not forgottenyou are my firstborn son.
hidingi sit here.wrapped in a blanket of my hurtsthey suffocate mebut they are familiarand they are mineand that comforts me.i peek out.beyond the safety of myselfand see the otherswho have made ittheir blankets in pilesleft behind on the floor.i watch them.they dance with each otherwith smiles that are realthey sing songs of hopeand revel in the freedomthat self-forgiveness brings.i pick at them.the scabs that never really healedthey ooze the scarlet painand i let them bleedbecause i need to feelanything is better than nothing.i want to.reach beyond this blanketthey beckon me with their lightbut as i reachmy blanket opensand i am exposed.so i sit here.
midnight blisswatching you intentlyas you smile into my eyeswe both know what we're here fordesires we can't disguiseshivers of anticipationdance along my skinstretch my body over the sheetswaiting to beginlips that brush against mestir my very corearch my back and softly moanwanting so much morewait, you say with a wicked smilethere's many things to comebut i want the end, the raging blissthe two becoming oneslowly now the journey is madethe trip from head to toeteasing, touching, taunting meyour tongue dancing to and froi want to pull you into meinto my very soulbut you smile and take me to the edgetormentous pleasure is your goalthe sounds of rising passionfloat upon our aircan't i push it farther nowcan't i meet you therefinally you're above meyour eyes even with minei gently kiss your tender mouthas we cross the final line.
A Day With Alexlook at me mommyi made this for youmommy what's this word mean?mommy tie my shoei need a drink of wateri want to watch tvi don't WANT to go to bedcan you lay down with me?mommy why's my hair red?and why do i have feet?why do some people sleep outside?don't they have food to eat?why's that lady so big and fat?and what's on that old guy's nose?why does the doctor check my ears?why do we wear clothes?where do babies come from?why do people fart?what do people do at school?and what is "gwafic art"?will you ever leave me mommy?will i get real big?wanna see my muscles, mom?look at me, i'm a pig!mommy, i sure do "wuv" you lotsi'm glad you tuck me ini don't wanna be naughty, mom.can we go see Auntie Min?am i still a little baby?can i play football soon?i think i'm getting tired nowmom, you're more pretty than the moon.
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